back on track

we talked again last night. took inventory. got it all out in the open.
it's amazing how honesty makes you feel so much better.
like a window opened, and the sun's pouring in, and the new air is cleansing out the old.

turns out we've been feeling almost exactly the same things, not knowing how to approach the other, still attracted, but sheepish about showing it. making small advances and feeling like the other person isn't meeting you. things like that.

so we spent a few hours re-connecting, looking through old photographs and watching video footage of cohdi and his friends dangling from strings.

we said goodnight and it felt real, lovely, and sweet.

here's hoping we've both learned from this.
and that we can get to this place easier next time.
trust, faith...

we'll see.